I cant really explain how i feel. I'v not only lost some of my friendships, i'v lost my parents respect.
Why is it that every chance i get, i mess it up??
every little thing they give me, my freedom, i abuse it and it blows up in my face?
I dont want pity, i dont want another chance. Im tiered of hurting you over and over.
Im doing wrong and you set me down and talk to me, I did wrong!
what the heck are you doing giving me another chance?? I KNOW im going to
hurt you again. You fight and fight for me but in the end everyone knows im going to mess
things up. Out of selfishness or greed or SOMETHING!